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Saturday, June 02, 2007

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

i seriously dont know what happened to them esp -.yeah.not like they will read it here anymore.but i am seriously disappointed in those ppl whom i thought were close to me in sch.i dont know why they were so selfish yesterday.like wth man.just cos they didnt want means me and daryl dont want.how they can try to stop us for their own benefits,lying and leading us the long way,hoping that we would change our minds and go with them for breakfast.its not really about whether in the end we were late for lecture or what.its about why they have to lie to us.and the most hurting thing is HE was on their side.wtf.i dont know la.told rach and py.luckily they were understanding.yeah.dont take your friends for granted.yeah.if you happen to read this and the next time we meet i act like nth has happened,i dont know la.you can talk about it or ignore it,i dont mind talking but its up to you.i seriously dont know what to do anymore.

;blueberry
10:27 am